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I
stayed up most of the night writing the content of this e-mail
in my head, not because of any responses (because I don't get
any) I had the feeling that my calling of this place Hell had
ruffled some feathers. I was going to start out saying it
was a mistake in the subject, and then put a "just f-ing
kidding" real big at the top. This is what I'm doing
instead. J.F.K. used the word "repugnant" in
one of his last speeches, there's very little i find that,
except Hell certainly is repugnant to anything I've ever known.
The idea of intentionally torturing is inhuman and
would never be tolerated, so it's a little bit of a problem for
me that the idea is even in any religious book. Of
course, it makes a little bit of sense if we are... actually
here... well, it makes me feel better that there's
nothing worse than this. Now, what I'm trying to do is
show you what makes this place Hell to me, and there are a few
good reasons, not the least of which appears to be either an
inability to communicate with me at all, or a complete lack of
belief in my existence--it's hard to turn on the lights when
your hand is invisible. I wrote a brief Facebook posting
(it looks nobody looks there either, I don't think I should
have to e-mail this stuff, do you?) about the last two e-mails
you've gotten, and how they are actually in the New
Testament, I talk about that a lot, how those ancient
stories are actually time-shifted records of what is going on
right now. You might imagine how having such a record of
the future implies a lack of freedom and free-will, (clearly
discussed in C adam's light-vin-ism) and might be the beginning
of why I feel ... burnt.
These
things just happen to me, they really aren't planned, and
frankly... when I wrote about them in my book... I just
imagined that the "prophesy" in the NT had been
completed. Closer to the truth, it appears I'm literally
fulfilling much of it right now; with these e-mails.
Jesus
feeds 5,000: Matthew 14:13
Just about 1 week
ago, I sent out an e-mail which detailed the "story of the
Trial of Christ" and within it gave a "macaronic"
explanation of several Holy Names, El, Ha, Elisha, and Thor...
and the. In it, I mentioned that this bit about Elisha has been
mentioned without the details (the actual proof that it's
prescient foreknowledge of English and Spanish in the OT) as
the "thing" that Jesus fed the 5,000 with; one of the
fish.
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Jesus
also used this illustration: “The Kingdom of Heaven is
like the yeast a woman used in making bread." Matthew
13:33
Today, I sent out
another e-mail, and in it, I described what "from the
East" means in "masonic" lore, and how it's
derived. I didn't connect it to what I'd already written, but
as I thought back wondering how I hadn't put that particular
piece of knowledge on paper before... I realized I had. It's in
"The Letter Why," and it's Yeast. Why "east"
is related to Yeast, to Easter Eggs, and to Matzoh... it's all
about the Universe "expanding" with time and love.
Anyway, bread for the wise, this stuff is ... legendary.
Location:http://m.lamc.la/archive.aweber.com/awlist4296878/M7wDq/h/Ready_or_not_here_I_come_.htm
For a much more in
depth talk about the Afikomen, and how it's actually "the
Universe" check this (really) old blog
entry: https://joyinar.quora.com/I-Found-the-Afikomen-Its-Easter-Egg-Island-in-Eden
So
these are small things, compared
to seeing the Burning Bush,
proving the existence of God, time travel, and reading
Creation's message in every name and word... but, they're
things.
From
a Garden in Eden, to flowing Milk and Honies in my
Promised Land.
Seriously,
have a Golden Cow, I dare you.
I
have quite a bit to say today, and I'm going to try to do it
briefly, first I urge you once again to actually report on this
story; the faster you do that.... the faster this begins being
an actual discussion--instead of Adam dreaming he can save the
world by himself. I've commented before about how I see a
command
to end
world hunger as
soon as we notice that we are in a virtual world; and that
there's some chastisement in the miracle of turning stone
to bread and the Last Supper about
Jesus not asking the world what they wanted for dinner. I see
some map-writing here, with Eggs Benedict, English Muffins,
Canadian Bacon, Belgian Waffles, and French Toast (you'll note,
all about breakfast) and this just be the day I die, because
I'm going to mention American
Pie. Here's the
long and short of it, I mentioned a renewed focus on people in
the last e-mail, and I want to qualify that I think we are all
good loving people. I think nearly everyone gives spare change
every once in awhile, and more to the point I am pretty sure
that if any one of you ever got a magical stick that let you
wave your hand and stop children from starving everywhere...
well, there'd be lots of stones missing. That's not really the
point, I don't have that
wand... instead
I have these words.
It's
not just people, I see great social programs for feeding
and clothing the poor, both private and public ... you know
from companies like the Red Cross and the Salvation
Army, and I'm sure that we think we're doing everything we
can. Now, I'm going to give you a few examples of where I think
we are doing exactly the opposite--as a matter of public
policy, and I'm focusing on our allowance of money to
make our decisions for us--capitalism, which only works if we
tell our money what we want.... instead of demanding the most
efficient solution.
Here
in America, we seem to overlook the fact that the idea of
corporate campaign contributions financially incentives our
"elected representatives" to cater to the wishes of
non-people, literally to corporations. Our system is set up in
a way that pays them not to listen to you, which is... well
it's completely antithetical to democracy. This is the kind of
thing that should have been fixed long ago, not steadily
getting worse (although I did notice some legislation about it
on countable.us).
In a similar vein, privatizing prisons and
paying
them based on a "per bed" fee (which we do)
actually incentivizes jails and prisons to grow their
populations, make conditions worse, and literally crush our
entire society... in the long run. I'm going to talk a little
bit more about our corrections system, because I see it as a
really big problem, one that focuses on retribution over
rehabilitation and has progressively gotten much worse over the
last few years.
Don't
get me wrong, I want to feed hungry people all over the
world--we are human, and nobody deserves to be
hungry--anywhere. In the jail and prison systems, worse
outside of America but still torture here, people are
routinely starved, given diets that are of significantly less
caloric size than our hospitals give to bedridden patients, and
certainly much less than you eat. Now we're talking about
intentional torture, rather than feeding the poor, I
have to stand in front of you and tell you right in your
city people are being starved on purpose--for money. You
might think they don't deserve to be full, if so I've got news
for you--you're wrong. Making people angry and hate the
system is much worse than actually educating them, giving them
skills, and building a better, stronger, healthier society--I
assure you. We are not animals, so in South Florida--where I
grew up, we have a company called "Trinity Services"
(oops!) that basically siphons public money out of the
corrections and jails system through forcing inmates to buy
junk in order to not go hungry. This is "how things
are" pretty much all over the country. It's so
unacceptable that... who would do such a thing?
I
hope you understand, this is the "way" to Heaven.
The
Plague of Killing Children
In my
repertoire of modern things that happen to be discussed in the
book of Exodus, we have the Plague of Killing the First
Born--which is... equated to the random acts of terror that
have plagued schools, bases,theaters, and now a club. I
have a strong suspicion that these shootings are part of a
fight over whether or not to disclose the existence of mind
control technology something that I have experienced
first hand, and am a victim of. You have too, you just
don't know it. For several years I was plunged into a new
world of confusion in what I now know very clearly is
the actual Tribulation. There's
a large group of people who are very outspoken about being
victims of this technology, which they usually relate to global
governments, religion, and technology. If you're interested in
the "Tribulation" it's colloquially called "gang
stalking." It's a horrible thing happening to them,
and to the victims who have been killed and injured because of
this same technology... on a broader scale, I have to tell you
there are worse things happening.
I
firmly believe that the vast majority of schizophrenia is the
result of this same technology--you might think of it like a
"modern version" of a ritual sacrifice which is being
done to alter the future, by destroying a life.
Disclosure of the existence and the use of this
technology broadly across the globe must be done,
there is no middle ground, it's happening... I'm doing it. At
the very least, the great strides we are about to make in
neuroscience and brain-computer-interface could very easily be
used to mitigate any sort of natural defect... much better than
modern drugs. Point in fact, this technology is the kind
of thing that might save the entire world, but ... only if we
know about it--and it's used properly.
Amish.
So, I
should explain what my ((ish)) is, I thought it was self
explanatory, but people have asked. In addition to being
an "am" (of mine) that God has "put on the map"
along America and Oz... It's a "sounds like," like
some lyrics and words sound different to me, intentionally.
It's a form of communication, I think, I hear things like
"the lunatic is on the cross" instead "grass"
in (I think that's) Pink Floyd.. and I was shown this warm one,
where sticking a "t" before Heaven might sound like
"the oven." We ha'ert each
other, he says. This theme of baking up a civilization
might have started way earlier though, you might see in the
name of the god Pan (which might be Prometheus
and "n") and in a dreidel being made of of clay. The
best example I've got though is Star Wars completion of this
tetrad, from Eden, Egypt, Edom to.. Ewok... all
either "Earth" or "Electronic," but what's
the difference? To be clear, because I like being that,
I'm all for fire when it's in the Promethean context of
language or technology, or in the very modern concept of the
truth spreading like a wild fire... certainly I don't like the
idea of Hell, and that's really why I'm showing you that Hell
ends with fire. Let there be light.
What
do I have to tell you to make you understand, this is
it.
Now,
for some more "n" jammin'
His
heart was full of love love love
Love
love love
Love
love is all around
When Jesus Christ was nailed to the his
tree
Said "oh, Daddy-o I can see how it all soon will
be
I came to shed a little light on this darkening
scene
The people he knew were
Less than golden
hearted
Gamblers and robbers
Drinkers and jokers, all
soul searchers
Like you and me
Rumors insisted
he soon would be
For his deviations
Taken into custody by
the authorities
Less informed than he.
((Lesson for them,
not he.))
-Dave
J. Matthews, Christmas Song
So
this is what you meant
When you said that you were spent
And
now it's time to build from the bottom of the pit, right to the
top
Don't hold back
Packing my bags and giving the
Academy a rain check
I
don't ever want to let you down
I don't ever want to leave
this town
Cause after all
This city never sleeps at night
It's
time to begin, isn't it?
I get a little bit bigger but then
I'll admit
I'm just the same as I was
Now don't you
understand
I'm ((never changing who I am))
So
this is where you fell
And I am left to sell
The path to
heaven runs through miles of clouded hell right to the
top
Don't look back
-Dan
Reynolds, Imagine Dragons
Dark
clouds may hang on me sometimes... but I'll work it out. -DMB &
AMD
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